insides and out

a turtle’s diamond breath hardened my edges. then its attitude in a green goo form put me in a hot damn pan of secret sizzle. the turtle wrote poetry, too, which on each word wheezed did melt those fortunate to survive it into a cloud lava a ping trill that convulses the ear lobes. my chirrup beamed from your belly out the turt’s chomp reamed my god it hurled actual syrup. what’s up with this green body of a shell? swims like a tuna and it screams like a bell. here’s the catch,

            I fooled you, I’m a great liar

and you should have seen the hook on your face

planet hopper

moved to a nother planet over night
radios do not reach me a nymore
thinking about it, pictures being taken down
earth in my window, i could come back down


the snow comes down, fills in the empty spaces but
i still have a lot of craters in my logic
"God is the breath of your breath"
is my breath a
loud ebonic crowd
or a
calm white audience


with this, you feel the last of my hand and then im out the door.. my exit exists free
my loudspeak sirens, the skeletons gather round
"to the best ones out there:
stick to me please i am phlegmatic"

a struggle to keep the..... , ill be liked by others if i can

tossed aside
left to pick up the pieces'\

\sleep til its bedtime
a dream's safer than awake sadness';/

/what a withdraw
from everything that means'';/

\thiis sucks blows is shitty
aint so bad wont last forever'///. i dont know about that

\[single and free
or broken and alone
\
\nude with
nobody to hold']..death scarier now

=hold on n on n on
i mite hav her back ,o mxltsya -one day////

///
//
/bitter ending
her, married before me, could be could be!

suck it up\ tears in the sky
spit it out\tears on the road
nothing to talk about\tears in a pillow

move on/stay behind
lonesome torn thought repeat lonesome torn thought reminds
im still alive

tossed aside and left alive
wish i was to blame
stuk in mud and the car wont start
wish you were here with me

wherever i leave


theres more on my mind, but.........

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